Smoking

Ok so i have no had a cig since last night when i was in bed. I knew i had none left for today however i thought i would go to the garage at some point to pick up some more.

I did not! This was a bad idea. What was a worse idea was opening the wine, for as soon as i had drank a few glasses i NEEDED a Cig. Now i could just put my jeans on and walk around the corner to the garage and get some. But ive been told that cravings only really last about 3 minutes. So i decided i would write about it instead. Hopefully i can get some support from people both online and IRL so that i can cut down and eventually quit! Though my boyfriend is less of a help and more of a mocking reminder that i dont have any cigs!

grr